just being is bewildering ft weekly suggestion

today was one of those days I don't know if yall get them I get them when so much ridiculous shit comes down like tropical rain you stop seeing the difference between adversity and adventure and keep putting yourself out for more (as if deliberately but I swear~) and taking it with bemusement verging on village idiotry

after a fairly busy and productive day I went on a particularly bad holiday by mistake (got severely lost and went far in wrong directions many times – basically kept being it and doing it for about one and a half hour, somewhere with plenty of rivers canals industrial areas roundabouts motorways. completely lost – learnt I'd never had any? – orientation between ham home and everywhere else), found myself in limehouse (instead of tottenham, and already an hour late. for nothing in particular), did some more bloody miles then got doored in clapton home by one of jimac cars drivers I think and took it very very calm. made it to tottenham with no brakes (stamford hill hell ye) and only one hand to find out no one told me there was no point coming at bloody all, chilled with family (and ice), which involved mostly laughing, giggling and making strange noises dontchano, some real talk and some animal rapist stories, absorbed some dope sounds and vibes, got involved in a bizarre wine tasting session, got the last train to barking, missed the last train from barking. Went on another holiday by mistake but this time I knew my – queerily scenic – route. Missed M5 who came esspecially to pick up a shedload of records by a minute or two, had a strangest meal - I can't even.. - got left with a shedload of records and then went dropping them and knocking over heavy shit all over the place, spillt tea over a lot of shit u don't want to spill tea over, ok this is now some next level bullshit. I thoroughly enjoyed the lot if not always straight away but surely it's enough bloody adversity for one day thank you this shit ain't no adventure. I'll have the rest in dem damn dreams if absolutely necessary.

put me on hold to shut me up



 call me. dial  l. o. v. e. 

by the way your weekly suggestion is ff you hit it hard and it hurts put some ice on it. head, hand, knee, ankle, bone, joint, bruising, swelling - you get my drift. get some ice wrap it in a piece of cloth, put it on or all around the hurting bit and keep it there for a bloody long time. keep doing it till it feels like there's not much damage after all. you can take it from me I have a lot of experience, a lot of it quite spectacular in terms of the story involved too innit.


I love tropical rain dontchano.

peace