some tings need to be now or never (at
least in theory...) instead of one day maybe who knows, because you can't just keep them as potential without wasting
emotional energy. and time. maybe it's just me, how do I know, I don't
know. I get involved.
it's hard, I hate wasted potential. I hate when awesome things don't happen, when awesome people don't connect or develop connections they make and take them to the next level, when talent wastes away. but I want to learn to let go, to, at least temporarily, give up and forget about potentially awesome nothappenings, potentially amazing people, connections, relationships.
of course deciding it's never, rather than someday doesn't actually mean never. I'll never say and mean never to something that's potentially good, just not happening.
deciding to go ahead with something can be a momentary thing also and you can go back to stalling or give up on it entirely anytime. it's not the worst that can happen. things going pearshaped teach you a lesson.
it's the non-decission, the limbo, the hanging potential that chips at the spirit. one wasted moment at a time.
anyways anyways. yo weekly suggestion is make decisions. have a plan. go ahead with it
it's hard, I hate wasted potential. I hate when awesome things don't happen, when awesome people don't connect or develop connections they make and take them to the next level, when talent wastes away. but I want to learn to let go, to, at least temporarily, give up and forget about potentially awesome nothappenings, potentially amazing people, connections, relationships.
of course deciding it's never, rather than someday doesn't actually mean never. I'll never say and mean never to something that's potentially good, just not happening.
deciding to go ahead with something can be a momentary thing also and you can go back to stalling or give up on it entirely anytime. it's not the worst that can happen. things going pearshaped teach you a lesson.
it's the non-decission, the limbo, the hanging potential that chips at the spirit. one wasted moment at a time.
anyways anyways. yo weekly suggestion is make decisions. have a plan. go ahead with it
by no means stick to it religiously (which is extremism, isn't it? we don't like that) but have it. always. experiment with life actively every step of the way. shape it. in yo head is where it starts but probably shouldn't end.
when it comes to tings outside yourself though, I recommend being open to - if not prepared for - whatever, forming strong impressions (fuck conclusions you don't need them) and always being ready to change yo mind. peace
when it comes to tings outside yourself though, I recommend being open to - if not prepared for - whatever, forming strong impressions (fuck conclusions you don't need them) and always being ready to change yo mind. peace
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